Pocket Full Of Sunshine

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Random Thoughts

I wish I could do anything productive but I just can’t, I finished Ugly Betty today, watched a few movies and then I spoke to my friend on the phone as I sat and watched the people on the walking road jog and wished it was me ūüė¶ Yes, yes, laugh all you want.

As soon as I get better I decided I want to buy a cycle and go cycling at night. I also¬†decided I’m going jet skiing on Saturday no matter how much pain I’m in, I just can’t stay at home with no activity, it’s more tiring then going out.
I’m also craving Slider Station, good luck trying to get a table on a weekend, and if you do get a reservation good luck trying to get in without¬†the evil stares¬†unless you’re armed with 5 inch heels, bright red lipstick and Amy Winehouse hair.




I get by with a little help from my friends…

I woke up yesterday with an excruciating pain in my side, I left the house and went straight to the hospital. They gave me an injection which was apparently a very strong pain killer but it didn’t work because I was in severe agonizing pain, so they gave me another one and then put me on a drip which is when I calmed down. So after that was done they took me to get (yet another) sonogram, as usual nothing was found, around 2 hours later the pain started kicking in again so I got another 2 shots and another drip. A little while after that they sent me home… At around 1 am I was feeling really weak and light headed because everything I ate I would throw it up 10 minutes later. So I went to the hospital again and left at the early hours of the morning, they gave me another shot that would help with the pain, and another one that stops my vomiting. I fell asleep at around 5 maybe and didn’t wake up until about 10 the next night…right now its 12:45 and I’ve only been up for 3 hours and I’m already feeling sleepy… Thank God for my BlackBerry otherwise I would be bored out of my mind… And I missed my sisters performance ūüė¶ I feel so bad… I’ll blog again tomorrow or when I wake up…
Sorry if there’s any typos I’m still strung out on meds.

The Beginning of an Apocalypse


¬†So I did eventually go to the doctor although I was late. Sooo, I went inside she poked around my stomach, did a sonogram,¬†asked a couple of questions and we were done. So now, what I don’t understand is the following:

Why doesn’t she have a solution for the pain I’m in?

Why after 15 days and all these tests does she not know what’s wrong with me?

Why would she put me (yet again) on an antibiotic course when I QUOTE! “I’m not sure if this antibiotic will clear what’s wrong with you because I don’t really know what’s wrong with you, but it’s okay, don’t worry because the worst thing that can happen from this medicine is nothing” says Mrs know it all as she flashes me a smile with her mustache.

Why is this happening to me?

If after 7 days of this medicine I’m on, the pain doesn’t go away I will have to do a CT scan, if they still don’t know what’s wrong with me then I have to do a small operation where they make an incision in my abdomen and they will have to manually check to¬†see what’s causing me this pain.¬†¬†I’m scared shitless. I hate her, stupid mustache lady.¬†

I still don’t understand why¬†even in proper hospitals I have to deal with this crap, where the doctors are supposedly very well educated. If I’m at a crap hospital I would understand but I’m not.

I wouldn’t mind going on this stupid antibiotic if it didn’t have any side effects (headaches, dizziness, fatigue, insomnia, agitation, confusion, loss of appetite, impaired¬†sense of taste and smell¬†– to mention a few) and the list goes on and on and on and on, it’s about an entire page of just side effects.

Seriously I wouldn’t complain if this medicine would cure me, but the fact that she’s using me as a¬†guinea pig¬†¬†really pisses me off.


Flying Solo

It’s almost half past 11, I need to be at the doctors at 12, I’m still in my pyjamas. I’m so in denial because I really don’t want to go alone and everyone I know is too busy to take me. I’m finding out today wether those stupid pills she gave me actually worked.
Oh well… Wish me luck!

In a nut shell

So in a nut shell I feel like crap! I’ve been taking this medication for almost¬†10 days now and it is EXHILERATING I can’t sleep until the early hours of the morning and have no energy to do anything what so ever, I’m nauseated most of the time¬†but this should all be over in 2 days…

Anywhoo! I have found my favourite drink for the summer (ironically there’s a Santa Claus on it)dsc02873

Second of all I love my BB and the feeling is mutual, I got it I think 2 years ago, before the BB craze, and I fell in love, it doesn’t have a camera, it tends to lag sometimes, some of the¬†keys have been¬†worn off¬†due to excessive typing¬†but I love it, I have almost 2 years worth of text messages in it, thousands of notes and my calendar is synced and organised to my life, I don’t think I could ever let it go, besides the Bold, storm and all the rest of them are tooo high tech for me.


I’m finally glad my hair has grown thanks to ‘fast’ (available at boots pharmacy) but since alot of people know I’m addicted to colouring my hair, I kind of dyed it black a few months ago and now no matter what colour I use it doesn’t stick except for recently when I dyed it a deep purple, so now where my roots have come out it’s a really deep red and the rest of my hair is black, it doesn’t look that bad, and you can’t notice it unless I’m in the sun AND I point it out. The only thing is I’m bored, I wanna dye my hair ūüė¶ Any suggestions?


And last but not least I’m sure alot of you remember Angelo (my cat not the blogger) ya well he has very strange sleeping habits, he tends to sleep like a human, does any one have any cats that have weird habits like this? Angelo really likes human food, he thinks he’s a human, it worries me sometimes.


My latest addiction! Just keep in mind the following

Printing the picture at student centre – 200 fils
Petrol to drive down to the shooting range – 5 KD
Cost of a pistol and 20 9mm bullets – 6 KD
The look on the persons face when they walk in on you shooting a picture of them РPRICELESS!



Ok maybe not incinerated, but it sure feels like it…

I was baking a cake for mama as soon as I got home. All went well until I picked up the baking rack to flip the cake. I forgot that I’d just taken it out of the oven which was 180 degrees. I instantly dropped it.

So now three of my fingers are burnt and bubbling, I didn’t get to finish making my cake, I’m angry, my fingers smell like tomato. And I was in such a good mood when I came home, I was gonna make cookies ūüė¶

I’ll put up the pics of my finger¬†tomorrow…

Let’s go, beep beep, gotta get up outta your seat!

Very eventful weekend and! Every time I sat down to write a post someone or something would sidetrack me..

Highlights of my weekend:

  • A friend came back from the UK as a surprise! (I had so much fun Teeno! And will miss you when you leave..)
  • I finally got my copy of Madonna’s Hard Candy which I’ve been listening to for a week and I will be reviewing each song soon! (Thanks TS!)
  • I OD’d on Alaska ice cream cake! (iligoo!)
  • I had my first class yesterday! It was OK but the fact that it’s AUK and the teacher was speaking in Arabic was kind of a shocker! I understood what he said but there was a few words I was like huh? The terminologies he used were in English obviously but he speaks to us in Arabic. Do you guys think I should say something to him?


Lowlights of my weekend:

  • My sister left too soon ( ūüė¶ )
  • One of the doors on my car does not lock. Guess what that means? She’s going away again!


I’m loving these songs:

  • Incredible – Madonna
  • Beat Goes On – Madonna
  • Miles Away – Madonna
  • She’s not me – Madonna
  • I’ll be waiting – Lenny Kravitz
  • If I never see your face again – Maroon 5 featuring Rihanna
  • Take a bow – Rihanna
  • Closer – Neyo
  • Heartbeat – Scouting For Girl
  • Almost Lover – A Fine Frenzy
  • Break The Ice – Britney Spears
  • Anything But Down – Sheryl Crow
  • American Boy – Estelle
  • New Shoes – Beyonce
  • By Your Side – Yves Larock
  • Cruel Summer – Ace of Base
  • New York City – Paul Van Dyke
  • Sabotage – Paul Van Dyke
  • Can’t Sleep – A&B
  • Touch My Body – Mariah Carey


I’m addicted to:

  • Trident soft gum tropical fruit flavour
  • Chai 7aleeb (tea with milk) and a lot of sugar!
  • Bourjois’s rouge number 10 nail polish
  • The techno/dance version of Rihanna’s overplayed Umbrella
  • Summer dresses!
  • Hard Candy (album not food!)


I shall now proceed to get back to working so I can get myself out of here before the sun rises!

I’m angry all the time… and I don’t know why

I was talking to TON last night and we were discussing how Kuwait makes you so angry all the time. I’m such a positive person, and I’m so optimistic. But being in Kuwait drives you to points of no return. I’m angry all the time, I don’t like being angry, I’m not an angry person. I’ve found myself on numerous occasions shouting my head off, I realize what I’m doing and stop. I scare myself sometimes when I see how angry I can get over little things like my shirt isn’t ironed or somebody bumps into me..

Like last night for example,¬†I went on the scale and found out I added a couple of pounds I was on the phone to D and I burst into tears, little things that didn’t mean anything to me now mean the world, I don’t know if it’s Kuwait that’s driving me to the upmost scale of boredom that I find myself sweating the little things in life, or if it’s the people that are making me turn into this passive, jelous, superficial crazy woman. Maybe it’s just me, I’m not sure but this has to stop, I miss me!!